With her forearm she gently pushed away the pile of clutter on her desk and placed another intricately carved pencil case. Plucking a tissue from the box of her Premier special face tissues she rubbed her case and blew through the carvings, ensuring that each nook and cranny was rubbed to perfection. She then pulled out a random selection of pencils from her glittery pencil stand and released them in the circular carved wooden platform. It was midnight, she ran her fingers through her long deep brown hair, gathering the strands towards the back of her head and tightened it together with a black band. She then walked towards her long mirrored cupboard, and found her hands fumbling through the cupboard door to pull out a lipstick. She glossed her lips with a deep violet and smacked them together and gave herself half a smile. She draped herself in a soft satin printed kaftan she brought from the streets of Fort Kochi Beach, and sat cross legged on her bed. A cup of green tea in one hand, and a cube of dark chocolate in the other. She took a deep breath, as she tried to find her calm and satisfaction amidst the chaos. And began wondering what else there was that needed change.
The 23rd of July 1813.
Dearest Jane Austin,
Halfway through your work called Pride and Prejudice, I was left to wonder endlessly about the life led during the times of Elizabeth Benett. I admire,that during those times, the love and importance of reading and gaining knowledge, of the respect and courtesy men and women had between each other, and the love for literature, were so very important. I admire, Eliza Benett, if I may call her by her nickname, in her being so determined to express her opinion and ensure and reinforce her rights as a young woman in the 18th century.
I am constantly infuriated with Mrs Benett’s complains and cries on how Jane and Elizabeth were about to get married to two quite *reasonable* men but they couldn’t. If I were in the place of Elizabeth I would have probably screamed in rage and cried in frustration of living with Mrs Benett. What I found most offensive, was Mrs Benett calling Eliza rather foolish, when I found Elizabeth and Jane the most understanding and mature of the lot. Kitty and Lydia remind me of the young girls in our world today gossiping about boys and men and being unable to resist their urge to be with someone.
I would like to also summarize my understanding of the times you lived in. Men would work, while women would stay at home and do what they did best when it came to household chores, and modesty and respect was often observed between men and women. I’ve also learnt that perhaps class and money were of the most important to have a status in society. Although Mr Collin’s money and property did not give him much attention, since according to me he was rather foolish and praised himself irresistabily. Thus, what I admire, is the importance of knowledge and intelligence during those times, which I greatly respect. Learning the eagerness of the younger Benetts to get married should not have come as a surprise to me, considering that some girls in families still consider marriage as the main goal in their life in my world today.
However I wonder, how women would spend their lives every single day other than reading,studying, and walking in the park. It intrigues me, to think about the interesting lives they must have led. I am not at all considering household women to live boring and depressing lives, but I am quite curious to learn how they lived their lives with contentment. Moreover, however materialistic their lives may be, compared to our modern world, there is something that defines the description of their lives in one word, simplicity. The simplicity of the life of Elizabeth Benett, although understanding her mind was so not very simple. She was content, respected her cultural beliefs but also allowed her own opinions to voice in and thus knew, how to live a content life. I truly admire Elizabeth Benett, her class, her intelligence, her humility and her grace.
I’ve also learnt, the difference between formality and respect, and the importance in being respectful towards yourself and to your society.
Although I have watched the enactment of your story, it inspired me to read and understand the story through the original piece of literature and through the interesting mind of Elizabeth Benett which did not fail to increase my curiosity after every chapter.
And that I greatly admire, the way you presented your society, and conveyed such a beautiful message.
I stayed at my Day/ Residential school last week, and one night, we decided to sneak out, but my fears of the guards catching me and taking me mercilessly away to the authorities made me jump back inside the dorm. However, 3 seconds of jumping out and jumping in, gave me this incredible mind escapade. And with the past events of emotionally revealing incidents, my fingers were forced to type this piece of poetry.
I dipped my feet in the puddle reflecting the pale moonlight.
A sweet breeze and swaying trees caught my sight.
My heart beat fast, the crunch of leaves.
It was just me.
The roaring sounds of madness deafening my ear
and blinding my eyes.
My heart, beat
a faint, quiver of a beat.
My soul feeling meaningless and empty.
My feet numbly walking on dry earth as it repelled every step I took.
The wind pulling my eyes away from looking deep into my heart and brain
Searching for the incredibly annoying reality
Forcing my heart to hide in the corners of my rib cage.
admiring beauty, exhausting jealousy
Fading street lights helping trees claw constantly
Look beyond what you See
Beyond what you see
Just to make it a bit more clearer , I’m currently in the mood for abstract poetry.
I’d like to know what your perspective of my poem is,
Please Comment Below 🙂
Happy Summer Break 🙂
Our minds are deeply consumed in thoughts that swoon us or drown us into long lasting thinking. What I’ve noticed, about myself, and my friends, is that to concentrate may be undeniably easy, but terribly hard as well. That kept me wondering, what is the true essence of Concentration?
Commitment, that is the true essence of Concentration. To commit oneself into a deep thought, to allow yourself to think about something, you begin to concentrate. You concentrate on that which your mind and soul favor, which your heart desires. Concentration is not only important for studying, it’s important and dangerous. To concentrate too much on a negative thought or act, may consume your soul into addiction and arrogance. To concentrate on a normal daily act, will allow you to realize what you indeed prioritize more, you realize what you truly commit to and what your mind is attracted towards.
Sometimes, to commit oneself in order to concentrate may not be very easy, which is why, concentration requires your mind to be focused. What may be the difference between commitment and focus? Commitment is dedication, and focus is a clear view. You need both commitment and focus, but you need to commit in order to focus. It may be hard, but it is the only solution out of the dreaded curse of Procrastination that we teens face on an hourly basis.
All the best for all the success you aim to achieve.
The Chimera was endless,
A trance that consumed my mind,
There was no clock, nor value of time,
Because I had entered into a world of Mine.
For my soul could reach places I had never been,
Swept into the Illusion of my Happy Dream,
I reached another world, far beyond the galaxies of time,
My body swaying, to the endless Chime.
I drowned into an empty pool,
And I realized, some fantasies cannot be true.
“Change is Inevitable,
and Love is Coexistent.”
A phrase that my heart beat when I was wondering why my increasing curiosity of self discovery had developed.
Because I knew, that every day, there is a change.
A change that affects your Heart.
A change that affects your Soul.
But a change that you decide, to accept, or decline.
And as change occurs, we drown our hearts with Love, because as hard as it may seem,
change is inevitable,
change will occur.
But Love assists Change.
Because Love is Coexistent.
And without Love, there is no Change.
Her ringlets lay perfectly on her shoulder, her eyebrows were plucked to perfection.
“Tighter” she ordered,
The corset throttled her body, the threads once again pulled forcefully.
“Tighter” she ordered
And the corset perfectly fit her, her graceful figure shaped through a hard piece of cloth.
Her ribs were slightly bent, her lungs had a lesser space to expand.
But she was satisfied.
Her face was painted white, as white as the first snowfall of winter.
Her lips were stung to soreness, yet they stood out.
She fit her feet into shoes with heels, Her feet, slightly twisted, her heels, extremely elevated.
But she was satisfied,
She took a deep breath
But she couldn’t, for her lungs had no space
“Beauty is Pain.”
And she entered the ball.
After my Summer Favorites Post, I decided to do another *favorites* post yet again. My poetic introduction to my Summer Favorites was quite liked. However here, I decided to introduce my post rather differently.
I was cleaning my cupboard, and speaking to myself about what I liked this Summer, apart from pretending to be a vlogger, I realized that scavenging through my cupboard helped find quite some crucial and essential beauty products for the season.
Yes, beauty products, not that I am much of a beauty guru, this, is a 15 year old’s selection of beauty favorites for Summer.
As a person who dresses for comfort and style, Floral Printed and Tasseled Kimono‘s are perfect to wear during your vacation. Their Lightweight, you can definitely jump around, not to mention are quite comfortable to wear during those Hot Summer Days.
Flowy And Long.
Long dresses and Flowy skirts are just incredibly comfortable, not to mention the traditionally inspired long skirts made in different countries are exceptionally nice. Pastel colors, as I had recommended in my previous post, are quite nice to wear in Summer.
Silver Bangles and braided bracelets.
I haven’t worn Silver bangles, but my sister hugely inspired me to recommend them. Braiding pieces of thread to make a hippie bracelet set would be perfect to wear out on the streets and definitely on the beach.
I just started wearing watches recently, you should too. This one is quite smart and lies in the middle of Formal and Casual.
A simple lip balm for Hydrated and healthy Lips.
I was gifted the NIP FAB LIP BUTTER SET, flavored in cool Mint, Rose, and Berry. They have a tint of color and are very moisturizing and nice to wear.
Yes, my cupboard does contain a lot of *stuff*, including Claire’s Glitter Body Mist and the PINK WITH A SPLASH sunny and happy all over body mist.
My sister gave me these light colored Floral peep-toed shoes a while ago. They remind me of Tinker Bell. Also, they’re from Dorothy Perkins.
The color Beige compliments any skin tone really, Beige scarves, Beige shirts, Beige Pants. These, are Beige Shoes.
I will be back. Very Soon.
Enjoy reading some of my other posts 🙂